Poem: Jesse

Jesse-
You left without a goodbye
Oh how the time flies by.
You made me happy,
you made it all go away,
never did i know..
i would miss you this way.
You were my silent best friend
the one that i adored.
the person i cared most for
in my lonely little world.
You opened up my shell
and there i flew away
you called my name..
i came back....
then you went away...
i used to ask myself..
was it me?
but now i know it was just the time.
So thank you my dear friend.
you are always in my heart

Poem: Leaving Letters

Leaving letters-
You left them by my bed..
you said don't worry my pretty head.
how can i not?
you were my love..
leaving letters saying you were dead...
i did not believe it..
i could not comprehend
just how much pain
it was that we were both in.
now you fly above me..
so beautiful and wise..
every time i think of you
i have to close my eyes...
tears stream down my face...
i know your better now..
i also know it wasn't me..
that we were meant to be...
just in a different time..

Poem: Broken Bottles

Broken bottles on the floor..
Heart spilled out to the core...
why did you do it?
what for?
emptiness inside my soul
you left your dog..
your house...
your car
you left my love and kicked it out the door...
you left me broken,
heartless,
torn
i dont talk
i cant think
you were my love..
my life
the reason my bottles were never empty
you gave me hope
when no one could..
yet you left broken bottles on the floor.

Poem: The New Found Glory Guy

The New Found Glory guy...
You did not know I cared..
How could you?
i never showed you half the love i held for you.
we barely even spoke.
everytime we talked...remember?
i used to choke.
You were so perfect to me..
in every single way...
the way you spiked your hair
the way you smiled
that song i heard you sing..man,
you know.. it was amazing.
we were perfect for each other
but you never knew
i hid my heart real well..
and actually still do...
i feel as though you wanted to know me..
but you never asked...
i read that poem to you..
guess what?that guy....
yea he was you..
you looked at me with understanding..
you did not know we were alike..
for you my Darling Matt...
you really changed my life...

Poem: People

People...
People who i know or knew..
you know i still care
i think back and wonder how could i be so bare?
i never told you how i felt
or that i ever cared
for me my friends that was scary..
torture, beware
you asked me what i thought about...
i never said a thing...
usually flashbacks of things unseen
to you and to others..
i could never ever tell...
the people that hurt me...
i never got away..
because the pain inside of me...
can never ever fade away...
people say its ok...
love will help..
no it wont..
not when you cant love...
not when you cant meet people..
because your too afraid..
then when you meet someone...
and fall in love...
turns out,
he could never be my love...
he could never love me..
the way that i love him...
makes me alone..
all over and over again...
i will not come out anymore..
i will not talk and laugh..
i will not be the happy girl i once was...
because all seems lost
with him my heart flies...
my writing a song..
without him..
i have no wings..
words are just a blur...
everything was so perfect..
falling in love...
but people listen
never give up love.

Poem: Three Words

Three words i am waiting for..
will they ever come?
will he feel the way i do..
or has my time not come?
will he say i love you?
oh i how i wish he would..
he now should know he's saved my life...
for i would have died today..
if only i didnt want to talk to him
he was the reason i stopped..
the reason i am here...
so if you dont care..
tell me...
if you do
say those three words
before i come un-glued.

Poem: Prince Charming

His voice speaks calming sweetness.
A tenderness in my heart.
His words send a touch of cool caress straight into my soul.
His laugh makes my heart wish to beat against his chest.
My fingers want so bad to run down his beautiful face.
He makes my heart sing and dance.
He makes me feel so safe.
A girl who never thought she could, now finds her heart full of love.
I want to look inside his soul....
and see all the beauty I wish I could hold.
I want to feel his arms around me,
holding me like I've never had.
I wish I was a Princess so
I could deserve that Prince's love.