Poem: Lost in the Mist

I find myself lost in the mist
that I once called my life.
I miss him so much,
my brain created this fog of horror.
I cannot escape and I cannot breath.
This will suffocate me.
I will not live to see another day.
Until I hear his voice.
Then I see him.
I know in my head this is a hallucination,
but its so good.
I've missed him.
I reach to touch him.
My hand goes right through him
and he disappears.
He is gone, forever...My love,
the only one I have ever cared for.
Gone.
Could he ever forgive me?
Could he ever care again?
I ask myself.
Then I see the fog....
Will he come?
Will he be my knight once again?