Poem: People

People...
People who i know or knew..
you know i still care
i think back and wonder how could i be so bare?
i never told you how i felt
or that i ever cared
for me my friends that was scary..
torture, beware
you asked me what i thought about...
i never said a thing...
usually flashbacks of things unseen
to you and to others..
i could never ever tell...
the people that hurt me...
i never got away..
because the pain inside of me...
can never ever fade away...
people say its ok...
love will help..
no it wont..
not when you cant love...
not when you cant meet people..
because your too afraid..
then when you meet someone...
and fall in love...
turns out,
he could never be my love...
he could never love me..
the way that i love him...
makes me alone..
all over and over again...
i will not come out anymore..
i will not talk and laugh..
i will not be the happy girl i once was...
because all seems lost
with him my heart flies...
my writing a song..
without him..
i have no wings..
words are just a blur...
everything was so perfect..
falling in love...
but people listen
never give up love.